My Ghost
you are haunting me...
following my every step, my every thought
not allowing my mind, my eyes, nothing to wander
when I move, you follow
you are like my shadow
connected to my very soul
that one moment
the one that I cannot escape
it plays over and over in my mind
like the rhythm of my steps
right, left, right left
each moment, over and over
and yet I embrace my captivity
that vision of spender
that moment wrapped up in the delicious darkness
when only the moon and stars watched over us
that moment when you held me
when I felt your heart beating through your chest
somehow it moved in time with mine
your sweet scent that rolls off your skin
it is still warm in my nose
the moment our lips finally touched
how your gruff still prickles my face
how I could not help myself
tracing the hard line of your jaw with gentle fingers
silently intertwining them in your dark hair at the nape of your neck
you pulled away slightly after too short of a moment
and let out a grin that is forever etched into my mind
and then....
you were gone...
our moment destroyed by reality
for the knock came on my door and my eyes opened
the very edges of the dream disappeared
like sand on the edge of the beach...
reluctantly I must get up and answer reality's call
but I will be back to see you soon my dear
back in our world
where you and I can be together
and nothing else matters
